What Your Spirit Does When You Aren’t Sleeping
http://www.riseearth.com/2015/04/what-your-spirit-does-when-you-arent.html#more
I’ve thought over and over again exactly how to tell
what I want to share with you, but never seemed to be able to come up with a
clear outline, so with that said you’ll have to bear with me if it seems I
ramble and skip around. In sharing my experience with you I’ll have to give you
some personal history, go into some of my spiritual experiences and beliefs.
Please understand that I am NOT trying to convert you to any way of believing
or thinking, first because I believe in following my own path, NOT in dictating
to anyone else they must do the same, believe the same, etc.
(I don’t allow others to dictate their beliefs to me or even
entertain demands they make that I follow their path or get into their boxes so
they can cage me by their limited viewpoints, understandings and experiences.
Quite often I encounter people that feel their ignorance is superior to my
knowledge and experience simply because it’s what they believe and think they
know. I don’t fault anyone for anything they believe, follow and subscribe to;
it’s just not for me.)
With all of that said where should I start? I think trying
to follow my personal time line is probably best. I started martial arts study
and training when I was 14 studying “American” Hung Chung Kung-fu, next when I
got to college I studied Tae Kwon Do, and a few years after graduated that I
met one of my best friends, a master of Tang Soo Do, and became an expert in my
own right. Age, injuries and self abuse pretty much stopped my practice at 35,
even though a lot of the knowledge is still in my head even though I’m no
longer physically capable of doing most of what I know.
I brought that into it because of a few things I learned
that became a part of me such as the mental conditioning and the exposure to the
idea that “chi” (or “ki”) is the life force of the universe and as such can be
channeled through us to accomplish feats beyond what’s considered normal for
humans. In more advanced martial arts practice chi is used to deliver a more
devastating punch or kick. It wasn’t until some years later that I learned that
it could also be used to heal.
I am no where near this man’s level (yet), but thought you
might like seeing how that ability can be used by a master of such. http://youtu.be/3F3ovb2kZ9Q
It was some time in my early teens, I don’t remember exactly
that the first supernatural occurrence happened or I was exposed to. I didn’t
believe it when it first happened with my mother, then my father until some
years later when I was living on my own in my still in my early thirties when
it also happened to me. My father was still living at the time and shared my
experience with him and we talked about it and he sort of laughed when I said
“I believe you now”. I talked a little about it my personal blog (no I haven’t
updated it in a while, since I do most of posting on Facebook now).
While I never did “see” anything some people experiencing
similar an old woman at the foot or side of their beds. I didn't see her or
anything else. My father didn't see anything, but could feel it, the same thing
for my mother who was attacked first by the thing. It was my dad that gave me
the first clues about how to fight it saying "if a thing can grab you then
you can grab it". The second time I fought it like a man fighting another
man and ran it off, with no further attacks in well over 20 years. Believe it
or not, but this is more common that people know or realize. Most people don't
talk about it. I've discovered that when I started talking about it with others
about 1 in 3 have been able to share the same or similar experiences.
From a religious standpoint I was “Missionary Baptist” at
the time and nothing in my belief system at the time ever covered anything
about that. Again not to criticize anyone’s religion or beliefs, but it was
part of the journey I’ve been on. I believed back then in three separate beings
as making up the Godhead “Father, Son and Holy Ghost”. I was first baptized
using the terms “In the name of the Father, and of the Son and of the Holy
Ghost”. It never occurred to me back then that no “name” was actually ever
given just titles.
To show you better what I mean about “titles” without a name
ever having been given over the course of my life I’d had many labels or titles
applied to or spoken of me. Some of them are obvious and shared by others like
I am a “son” to my parents, I am a “father” to my son, I am a “man”, I’ve been
a “boy” (Boy Scout, band member, trombonist, martial artist, fisherman, hunter,
photographer, bouncer, night club cooler, bodyguard, civil engineering technician,
inspector, etc., the list can go on and on), but notice how not once did I ever
say my “name”. Now imagine if you were to say that you were talking about the
“trombonist” you could be talking about anyone else other than me that’s ever
played a trombone. The same thing about any other title I’ve held or used or
label that’s been applied to me. It’s not until you use my name “Mack Harris”
or “McKinley Harris, Jr.” (my full legal name, I have no middle name) that I
and everyone else knows that you’re talking about or addressing me.
Bear with me as I going about this to make a point. Some
years later I was 15 my mother started to really read and study the bible (she
still does and is VERY sharp if you ever decided to debate her using it) any
way one thing lead to another and her understanding of what who God was
supposed to be changed along with it and she left the Baptist church for the
Apostolic church (The Church Of The Lord Jesus Christ of the Apostolic Faith to
be exact). I started my own reading and study a few years later and concluded
that she was “right”, so I left the Baptist church myself, but didn’t join
another church at that point. Mom’s church believed and taught there is only
“One God” one Supreme Being in the Godhead. “God the Father, God the Son, God
the Holy Ghost were all one in the same”.
In succeeding years I have explained to people using the
example of seeing light refracted through a cut diamond. I’m sure you’ve looked
at a diamond and seen light refracted through its various facets as “red, blue,
yellow”, etc. Even though you have seen those different colors, you’re still
looking at the same stone. People can and are like that concerning their
spiritual beliefs, but sometimes they get bogged down seeing only one facet and
thinking that’s all there is and that there’s nothing more and that anyone else
that sees anything else is wrong hence we have the divisions, disagreements,
arguments, fights and wars over religion, when God is one! People will say “I
have seen the light and it is red!” Another will say, “I have seen the light
and it is blue”! Yet, another will say,
“I have seen the light and it is yellow”. Which is right? Which is wrong? Does
any of them seeing it only one way change the real nature of the true light,
because they’ve only seen it their way?
It would be easy to say “We have the bible and the bible is
right and everything else is wrong”. The Jew can say that about the Torah, the
Muslim can say that about the Koran, the Buddhist can say that about the Vedas.
So we have the morass we have concerning spiritual and religious beliefs. I let
people reside where they wish, but again, I’m relating where I am (for now).
Back to the difference between titles and names, which name was ever given for
God? Yes, God has been given many different names by various people from
various and sundry cultures, which is right and which is wrong is not for me,
in my own personal opinion for me to say. However for me, at this point in time
and considering how I see the nature of God as being one in all or source of
all I still like to think of source as having that appellation of the Lord
Jesus Christ. I am NOT saying I’m right and everyone else is wrong, only that
for me right now that’s what works. I believed Jesus when it said that He said
in the scriptures that “I come in my father’s name”. I see that similar to
saying I bear my father’s name. My father’s full legal name was “McKinley
Harris”. When I was born, he became “McKinley Harris, Sr.”, I bear his name
“McKinley Harris, thus making me a junior”, so when you see “my” name you see
my father’s name. In the bible Jesus told us that he came in His father’s name
(read John 5:43).
Well, as adventures come I had very close call with death
when I was 19 and decided I needed to change my ways, so I repented my sins (a
lot of other things occurred that I won’t go into now, not that they’re secret,
let’s just say another day’s story if you’re ever interested about that portion
of my history). I was baptized again, only this time a “name” was used (The
Lord Jesus Christ) instead of just titles, at a little church in Clarksdale, MS,
back in the summer of 1979. Part of the church’s doctrine along with there only
being one God was also a belief that a believer and petitioner could receive
the precious “Gift of the Holy Ghost” and speak in other “tongues” as the
spirit gives utterance. My mother received it when I was 15 and I personally
witnessed the changes in her. She never “put on a show” for me or anyone else,
but living in the same house with someone you can’t hide too much from them so
I got to see her “quickened” or shaken by the spirit moving within her. I also
heard her speaking using the gift of tongues, so it was easy for me to believe
that such was real and true. There are many that fake it, like my ex-wife, or
think that because they felt happy in a church service they received it. I’m
not saying who has and who hasn’t received, that isn’t my job, but the church
taught that if you received it you would “speak” in other tongues. I received the
Gift of the Holy Ghost myself at age 19, November 25, 1979. I will always remember the
date clearly because November 25 is my mother’s birthday and she was there in
the service when I was filled. She got to witness her son not only speak, but
moved under the power or unction of the Sprit leaving no doubt in her or my
(and other assembled church members) mind as to what had really occurred with
me.
There are other gifts of the spirit:
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Life moves in strange ways, or at least mine did, quite a
few thing occurred like me being sued for a million dollars by some of my
fellow church members over an motor vehicle accident when the other driver was
liable, but I had better insurance. The minister that baptized me and taught me
a lot that I knew (also “tarried” with me when I was striving to receive the
Holy Ghost) turned out to be an adulterer and pedophile. Then everything I went
through with my ex-wife who was supposed to be a really godly and pious woman,
but was nothing more than a liar, faker and big hypocrite. After a time it just
became too much, even for me so I left the church and never saw where any other
church, or organized religion would ever fit me again or ever see myself
following any person letting them dictate to me what I should believe, follow,
subscribe to and do. I’m not saying that there aren’t still people in organized
religions that I can’t still learn much from, but for now that’s not where I am
or see myself going. However while I did leave church and no longer see myself
as being religious; I see myself as being spiritual. I still believe in God with
all my heart and love Him the same, and seek to serve and please Him and follow
His will concerning me. Even though many would disapprove and try to condemn
because I don’t follow what they follow, or believe what they believe or
subscribe to what they subscribe or choose to sin differently than they do. We
all sin (or make mistakes and have error) and God still loves and forgives us
all. Remember the only perfect person they nailed to a cross. I have no doubt
that God exists even though many try to tell me He doesn’t and I also know
Jesus exists, even though people also try to tell me that He didn’t because I
still have His spirit living within me 24/7!!! It doesn’t come and go, it
resides and I feel it in my bones like the prophet said in Jeremiah 20:9 it’s
like fire shut up in my bones.
No, it’s not that I’m
perfect, or holy, LOL, far from it! The Gift of the Holy Ghost wasn’t a
“reward” for my goodness, or service, or knowledge, but a “gift” because I
believed, had faith that I could receive and asked sincerely. People have tired
to tell me that the Gift of the Holy Ghost is no longer given, or that it was
only given back in biblical days, or that the high feeling felt in a moving
service was it, all not true. I have it, I know I have. It moves within me, it
quickens me when it moves within me and yes, I still speak in other times as
the spirit give me utterance (although I don’t have the interpretation of
tongues to know what I’m saying when I pray that way). On a side note while I
haven’t personally witnessed it I’ve heard of cases from my former church were
people who couldn’t speak or hear upon receiving the Gift of the Holy Ghost did
speak in other tongues and say that they had received the same, then go back to
their prior condition of not being able to speak or hear again after having
given their witness. http://www.believers.org/believe/bel108.htm
I hope you don’t think I’ve been trying to preach to you or
convert you, because I haven’t, but I’ve needed to bring this history out to
make more sense of my present and NO, I don’t have all the answers and I’m
still trying to put all of the puzzle pieces together.
Moving along to what I feel is the next important segment in
my history was the advent of the Internet. Needless to say it connects many
people from around the world and has more information available on it than can
be learned in a lifetime of constant study and research. Even though I don’t
find myself reading as many books and magazines as I used to years ago I find
myself reading more now using the net (also saving time and money using it).
Well, in my surfing the net looking for things that interest me (I’ve always
like learning or looking into alternative views, news, history, science, etc. I
also like looking into obscure and off the beaten path kinds of things. Over
the years I’ve found that quite often what everyone thinks, believes or knows
often isn’t the case.) I ran across a website where people studied and shared
information about earthquake prediction named “Syzygy” owned by Jim Berkland a
retired geologist. (http://www.syzygyjob.com)
This was back in the early 90’s when there weren’t as many
people on the net back then as there are now. Syzygy had a free forum back then
with sub boards. I participated in the discussion on some of the various boards
adding what I could on some of the sub groups such as those concerning disaster
preparation. There were others that I read and learned a great many things from
such as “prophecy” (it was cut due to all the fights over religious beliefs
from various people), dreams and visions, earthquake sensitives. Imagine my
surprise when years later I discovered that I also was an earth/sun sensitive.
You may have noticed or seen how on Facebook I post earthquake and solar flare
information? It’s because I “feel” earthquake symptoms at least a day before
they occur, not all of them, but every single one in the 6.0 and above range. The
current forum boards (paid subscription to post, but I believe you can read the
posts on it for free) http://www.syzygyjob.com/index.php?option=com_smf&Itemid=35 the “sensitives” group where others like me
also feel earthquakes http://www.syzygyjob.com//index.php?option=com_smf&Itemid=35&board=4.0
Coincidentally a lot that I know about conspiracies and the
new world order I learned back then on the Conspiracy board (scoffed at a lot
of it back then, but I’m not scoffing any more) http://www.syzygyjob.com//index.php?option=com_smf&Itemid=35&board=15.0
By the way I don’t believe every conspiracy theory out there, but a lot of them
no matter how outlandish they may seem have some validity and truth behind
them. It’s taken me years of study and research to realize and understand that
and my awakening process is ongoing as I learn more and more. No one knows it
all and we’re all in different stages of awakening and understanding. I think
it was Buddha that said we can never reach full enlightenment in this life, but
still we must strive towards that. I have to agree with that. When I was young
I thought I knew so much. As I’ve gotten older I’ve learned so much more, yet
feel I know nothing. :-)
I think my sensitivity to the earth, sun and moon (As a
former bartender I have no doubt you’re very familiar with how different phases
of the moon can affect certain people’s behavior. Back when I was still doing
night club security I HATED working on full moon or new moon nights, because
there was sure to some fights, and the “crazies” would come out in force.) of
my own developing sense of empathy. You’ve probably seen the Hollywood
spin on “empaths” in the movie “Species” where the character Dan could feel
things in other people? I am an empath and I can feel other people’s emotions and
get some of what they’re feeling; if I open myself up to it. Typically I don’t
because it can be overloading, for the same reason I’ve gotten to a place that
while I enjoy things like fairs, concerts, etc. I have to avoid them because I
literally pick up on too many sensations and emotions from other people and it
can of burn me out and leave me feeling raw and numb.
On being an empath and empathy
I am not one of the current batch of “Indigo Children”, but
I share many traits with them. I guess I could be thought of as an early
indigo: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KIcvl2SfBmk
How solar flares affect humans:
Earth sensitivity
I know this is getting lengthy and there’s still a ways to
go and no I don’t expect you to sit down and read it all at once (If you’re
still reading at this point and haven’t decided your old friend is absolutely
nuts needing commitment to a mental institution and psychiatric drugs…, yes
I’ve been told that, as well as “f-off nut case”, yada, yada, yada. I used to
get treated so crappy by people I came to start believing them and thinking I
must be the most rotten person on the planet the way I get treated. It wasn’t
until my friend Lady Lee a retired professional psychic laughed at me when I
told her as much and said “It’s not you, it’s all of them, that have a
problem”). Hopefully I can tie it together in a way where you can see why I
brought it up or out.
One of the things I learned about during my stint on the Syzygy boards was and exposure to energy healing, healers and Reiki. As I’m sure you can recognize there still isn’t a lot of such in our part of the country even now and absolutely none I’m aware of back in the early ‘90’s. Something about “energy healing” using “chi” seemed to “click” for me or within me. It was something I wondered at while I was still doing the church things asking myself if we follow Christ then why according to his word weren’t we healing the sick (yes, some people claimed they were healed by faith and I believe them, I even experienced healing once myself when I lost hearing in both ears after a high fever and double ear infection; my mother poured blessed oil in both of my ears and prayed over me covering my head with her prayer veil and sometime during the night my hearing was restored), but I meant laying on of hands by believers to heal the cripples, restore sight to the blind, even raise the dead, not to mention feeding the multitudes with a couple of fish and several loaves of bread?
Mark 16:17-18
King James Version (KJV)
“17 And these signs shall follow
them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with
new tongues;18 They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover.”
John 14:11-13
King James Version (KJV)
“11 Believe me that I am in the
Father, and the Father in me: or else believe me for the very works' sake.12 Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.
13 And whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.”
If Jesus said we could do these things, (I believe His word) then why aren’t we? (the question I asked myself for years.)
My parents divorced in my first year of college. I loved my father, but not everything about him. I don’t fault him for a lot of his ways, because I understood how he was brought up (basically abandoned and neglected by his parents…, I’m still working on forgiving my grandparents for the way they did him), it made him bitter in a lot ways and sometimes that harshness in him came out abusively against my mother. It totally shocked and surprised me that she cried the way she did when she learned he died. I figured anything of love he destroyed in her, but it was more that she didn’t stop loving him just couldn’t continue living with him. A lot of the problems between my father and me were due to the ways he treated my mother. I forgave him, but I never forgot any of it and vowed myself to NEVER do any woman the way he did my mother and to this day I’ve lived up to that even though I’ve been falsely accused otherwise (one of the things my ex did was to falsely accuse to the church as a wife beater which is rightfully despised, but the good people never allowed me to tell my side of things…, it did emerge many years later, but too late to be of any help to me in that church).
A couple of things about my father and I even though we went through about six years where we didn’t speak to each other (I even looked for him for a while to hurt him, because of what he was threatening to do to my mother, but thankfully whenever I came to town hunting him I never found him and eventually she met a new man, feel in love, married him and moved away to Baton Rouge, LA where she still resides with her husband to this day some 30 years later and they are still happy together), the sun NEVER rose on a day that I didn’t love my father. Even though my dad and I had our ups and down, when his life ended it was on a high, he was my best friend and he trusted me about many things.
The second thing was that my father and I shared a mental connection. We could send simple messages to each other no matter what distance was involved (probably why I could never find him when I was looking for him to hurt him). He used to do heavy equipment construction work around the country and even worked a couple of times in different countries. There was no such thing as cell phones back then, but he could be some place over a thousand miles away not near a telephone (he couldn’t read or write, so there usually wasn’t any use in sending him a letter though sometimes he would find someone he trusted to read to him if there was no other way), but I could clear my mind and focus on him and send him a message such as “help” or “come home” and within three days there would be a phone call when he could find a phone or a knock on my door in the middle of the night where he’d driven all day and night and be standing there asking me “what’s wrong boy”. I said that part to say this, my father passed back in 2003 (November 13th to be exact), that mental connection we shared while he was still living changed, but it DID NOT END!!! I can still communicate with my father even though he what is considered deceased. We have actual conversations in “dream world or dreamland” but more about that level of the spiritual plane later. Another story from my personal blog you might like reading:
http://hero4hire4.blogspot.com/2011/03/thatll-cost-you-050-cents.html
Back to my step-father (Even though the man didn’t actually raise me and I was already grown and on my own when he married my mother I give him that respect because he’s been good to my mother and I love him just for doing that. I love my mother very much but have to admit sometimes living with her is not the easiest thing in the world to do. Before they married I talked with him and told him I had no problem with them marrying and that I knew all too well how children from a previous marriage could cause problems and ruin a marriage. I told him I would stay out of their business, LOL, unless he needed help dealing or understanding my mother, in return I asked him that “no matter what, don’t hit or beat her, because if you do I won’t ask you why, I’ll just come down to Baton Rouge and kill you”. He looked at me odd when I said that, but he kept his part and then some of our deal and I’ve kept my part and stayed out of their business…, except a few times when I’ve had to take his part when my mother was, let’s just say less than happy. To his credit again he has always treated her like a queen with patience and kindness and generosity and I can’t ask for more).
I don’t remember the exact month now, but I do remember that it was in 1996 my mother’s husband developed acute renal (kidney) failure. My mother called me frantic and in a panic because the doctors had told her to prepare herself because he was going to die and there was nothing they could do to stop it! I became rather distraught myself knowing how they cared for each other and not wanting to see him pass. I have some friends that are powerful psychics and intuitives, some professional and they tell me the ability is within me too. I don’t doubt them because I believe every human being has intuitive ability, plus I know that certain gifts pass along through genetic or family bloodlines, sometimes rest or manifesting more in one gender or the other (like the women in one family or the men in another family). I have an “inner guidance” that surfaces within me or brings things to surface in my mind when I’m very troubled or burdened. In my desperation it found a quite space or moment to say “contact Jodie” (Jodie was a Reiki master living in Oregon that frequented the Syzygy board). I got online and did just that. I sent her the message telling her what was occurring with my stepfather, his full name, the city he lived in and which hospital he was a patient in.
I wish I still had the old message or her contact information (a computer virus my son downloaded turned that computer into a piece of junk and I lost that along with a lot of other very valuable information I had stored on it), but she sent me back a message letting me know she had sent remote healing energy, even describing in detail what she found, what she did and directed to be done at an exact time. I waited to hear from my mother and later I got a call saying my stepfather and received a miracle and had been “touched and healed by and angel”. I asked about what time did the miracle occur and it matched EXACTLY with the same time Jodie said she had done her remote healing works. Once again, I was made a believer!!! I also resolved if I ever had the opportunity I would try to learn to do the same myself. I also shared Jodie’s message to me outlining what she’d done and when with my mother and her husband and it was met with silence and to this day has never been discussed or brought up ever again. I never forgot it though or lessened my resolve to learn the same.
It was some 15 years later than I finally found a “Reiki Master/teacher” in Mississippi (Pearl to be exact and she moved here from California when her husband’s job transferred him here.). I met her through a mutual friend and we have become friends ourselves. There are different schools of thought about energy healing, different modalities, as I mentioned I use the Reiki system:
http://youtu.be/tpT848hP3fA
http://youtu.be/TdBT1nknmDQ
http://youtu.be/TUIjlq9Cdno
She did my level one attunements back in May of 2011 which involved chakra activations or openings and teaching the hand positions to use when doing full treatments in person. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xw9EleHuXsI
Reiki accomplishes not only physical healing, but also emotional and spiritual healing. After the attunment the initate is supposed to go through a 21 day cleansing period. It was funny for me now looking back at it now, but during my cleasning period I was sent on a disaster relief torndado debris clean up mission in Smithville, MS. I was living in Fulton County which is totally dry. Well, after a couple of weeks of 12 hour days, seven days a week my old body was feeling the aches and pains and I wanted to get some wine to relax with after one day’s work. I decided to drive to the next county and it started storming like nothing I’d ever seen, as if that wasn’t enough I started developing a headache. With each mile I drove the storm got more intense and the headache got more severe. Things got so bad that I finally said “screw this, I’m going back to the hotel and lay down”. I took the next exit and turned around, the storm abated and the headache stopped and I got an inner message that said “You MUST cleasnse for 21 days!” I was shocked to say the least. I tried the same thing a couple of weeks later with no headache whatsoever and the weather was clear.
When my part was done in Smithville, I came back to Vicksburg and since every debris accet in the country was depolyed in the field and they still needed help in Alabama they turned me around and sent me right back out to Rainsville, AL. It was there that “the change occurs”. I figure the best way to tell you what happened then is to copy and paste the exact e-mails I exchanged with friends trying to figure out what had happened with me the night of July 8, 2011:
“On Sat Jul 9th, 2011 8:58 AM CDT Mack Harris wrote: Duann, It's been a very rough last couple of days with me. I can't keep up with what's going on with the sun while I'm out on the road to know if there is a geomagnetic storm ongoing or solar flaring or CME's occurring? When any of those things happen that night totally bombards me with a feeling of profound misery. The same things happens nights prior to
6.5 and larger earthquakes.
Last night was nearly as bad as the day before the
9.1 earthquake. It was horrible. At the worst all I could do was lay in bed crying begging for help or release from life. Yes it gets that bad. Too much more and I don't see me making it to whatever is to come.
After what seemed an eternity in hell an odd sense of calm came over me. I found myself in a void space, then that void became lit up. I was able to bring that negative and dark energy into the void with me. It took the shape of great black sharks with gleaming crystal like eyes and big razor sharp teeth.
When the shark advanced on me a purple light formed in my left hand, then bathed my entire arm. I was able to use the purple light to form weapon shapes. I made a sword of purple light and used it to cut the sharks into pieces. The more that came got cut up into ever increasingly smaller pieces until I had to make something like a tennis racket to swat them after they became fly sized. Something seems significant about the purple light have you ever heard of such? Whatever is going on with the earth or sun is still ongoing, the misery has abated, but the head pressure is still there. I'm waiting to see what plays out.”
(I was experiencing such profound misery that I laid down to die that night. Instead of dying I had my first “out of the body” experience. It seemed my “higher self” of that part of our soul that doesn’t incarnate into the physical world because our physical bodies can’t handle all of what our souls truly are took over. It was like it said “let me show you what’s really going on and how to handle it”. In the years of martial arts training I learned to develop within me what I called “the void”. A way to describe it is as being the place where I send my mind or conscious thinking while my body is undergoing something unpleasant, painful or ardious and from inside the void I controled my body while in a fight where the pain from a punch or kick I was hit with could slide over me without touching me about like rain does when I wear a rain coat. I can feel it touching me, but not getting wet by it. I entered the spiritual planes that night and fought with things of darkness and destroyed them using the energy of the universe or “chi”.)
One of my spiritual natured friend is a lady that lives in Jackson. It was by comparing notes and expriences with her that we were both able to figure out that we were earth-solar sensitive. A lot of times we would experience similar things at the same time. Well that night in particular she also experienced what she called a demonic (spiritual) attack which gave me a confirmation that what had happened with me was more than just a weird dream, but something that actually occurred (I also came back from the spiritual plane with a feeling as if I’d been born anew.)
The e-mail response I gave her when we were comparing notes that following day:
“From: Mack Harris
I just got notice of a 5.7 earthquake in the same region.
Carmen you may be one of the very few people I know that would understand or believe this, but I don't think that was a dream or vision. I think I was actually in the realm of spirit engaged in combat with negative spirits that have been trying to harm me. I won, but more importantly I learned how to summon the purple light of chi, form it as a weapon and do battle with it, plus I brought back that "void" space to put other negative energies and emotions.”
Her first response back to me:
“On Jul 10, 2011, at 5:13 PM, Carmen Anderson
Of course I believe you!! The past couple of nights of sleep have been a little weird for me too.....yes demons were trying to get at me.....only their heads/faces, were trying to push through into my world....man there were scary........I didn't know what to do to make them go away.....I would have to come back
(wake up just a little) to push them away from my mind. It really wasn't a dream.....I don't dream very much at all....
And yeah I had a few beers and a couple of shots,
(last night, but not the other night) but I think that really lets my mind relax more when I'm stressed.....
I think I wished I had more time, quite time..........still working a lot of overtime
I know I didn't explain that very well.....???
Carmen Anderson”
(While we weren’t in the same first attunement class
together Carmen later had her first attunement done by the same Reiki
Master/teacher: Jamie Roth and I tried in my response to tell her how to handle
the situation the same way I did)
“From: Mack Harris
Subject: Re: Does purple light signify anything? To:
"Carmen Anderson" Date: Sunday, July 10, 2011, 5:48 PM
Thanks a bunch for the
confirmation that we were both attacked and that it was NOT a dream! I
understood what you said because you said it very well.
I didn't know what to
do myself until in my pain and desperation I cried out begging for help. I
truly believe I had an out of the body experience and fought on the spiritual
plane. I think the dark ones felt that I would be easier to hurt, torment and
destroy in the spirit world rather than this one. If this happens to you again
you also have the power to fight.
I haven't heard
anything back from Duann yet, but from what I've been able to find on the
Internet purple is the color of the crown chakra and of chi at its highest
levels. Imagine the life-force of the universe flowing into and through you as
light. Concentrate that light into a ball in the palm of your hand, once you
get it to appear make it expand and grow, then shape it into whatever weapon
that will serve you best, then strike and keep on until no more threat remains.
Your mind has the ability to control your spirit and control the flow of chi
through you. Do not be afraid of them, fight with a sense of detachment that
doesn't fear or feel pain.”
(I forgot mention that the “Duann” I was referring to in my
initial message is one of my friends that is a very powerful professional
psychic and I was awaiting an answer from her trying to figure out what was
going on with me.)
“From: Carmen Anderson
To: Mack Harris Sent: Sun, Jul 10, 2011 6:41 pm Subject: Re: Does purple
light signify anything?
Thanks for
understanding......like I said they were only faces, no arms and they were
really really up in my face, no arms nothing else just the face and they were
really gross.....
I will have to pay
more attention if it happens again and try what you said....”
“From: Carmen Anderson
To: Hero4Hire4 Sent: Sun, Jul 10, 2011 7:16 pm Subject: Re: Does purple
light signify anything?
I will keep that in
mind....these were just dead rotting faces......yuck!
Carmen Anderson”
(I was still trying to figure out what had occurred with me
so I wrote my Reiki teacher/master and she’s also a professional psychic and
intuitive councilor.)
“On Sun, Jul 10, 2011 at 7:51 PM, Hero4Hire4
wrote: Hi Jaime, It's Mack, I thought you might find
this exchange between Carmen and myself interesting. She gave me a confirmation
concerning an experience I had earlier this week battling beings of negative
energy. We were both attacked on the same night. My experience was so severe I
wanted to die that night. Instead something else occurred as you can read
below. I also believe that the attunement you gave me enabled me to fight those
beings and win on the spiritual plane. Thanks, you've helped me more than you
can ever know. Mack”
(Jamie’s response back)
“On Jul 12, 2011, at 2:36 PM, Jamie Roth
wrote:
Hi Mack, I keep
meaning to write you back something insightful, but quite frankly, I feel like
you have figured out what you need to and have it under control. So bravo!!!
The only thing I can
add is that Purple is the color of Intuition, the third eye chakra, royalty and
wealth. But your definition that you found fits best what you are experiencing.”
After all of that and finding out I could enter the
spiritual planes and fight and kill bad things there I sort of went on a
rampage. I have no idea how many things I destroyed, but it was hundreds if not
thousands. Something strange happened among other strange things where I used
to be able to see clearly there and find things easily it became clouded. I
don’t know if it’s something done to my spiritual eyesight or a mental fog or
occluding done there to hinder me. I can still find and kill things there, but
I have to know what I’m looking for, if whatever doesn’t come looking for me
(yep, sometimes they come after me now when I go there).
It seems that so far I didn’t encounter anything I couldn’t
handle. Back in this realm I had a dear friend that was experiencing some
female problems and was due to have surgery. I didn’t think too much about it
knowing how common the procedure had become. I also know that all surgery no
matter how routine has dangers associated with it (one of my former coworker
was nearly killed when she went to have surgery done on a broken finger so I’ve
come to understand there is no such thing as safe surgery).
I was more or less forced to end our 15 year friendship.
I’ve shared with you some of what I’ve learned and started doing spiritually.
That afore mentioned friend developed the condition where it was recommended
that she have a hysterectomy.
However a couple of night prior to her having her surgery
one of those “dark things” I fight and kill now spoke with a physical voice in
my bedroom (the voice was so substantial I reached for my gun thinking someone
was in the room with me) and it said “prepare to say farewell”. The thing hid
itself where I couldn’t find it (I’d seen it studying me once before and it
took flight as soon as it realized I was aware of it and stayed hidden since.)
It mocked me with laughter until I made a sphere of purple light around me and
pushed it out in all directions at once. It wasn’t enough to destroy it, but it
more or less singed it and I haven’t heard or seen anything of it since. I
asked for guidance and understand of the meaning behind the things words and in
a flash my friend’s name (CONNIE!!!) was brought into mind. The night before
she was due to have her surgery I said many prayers for her safety and
wellbeing as well as laid a field of that purple energy around her. She’s a
nurse by trade and the next day she developed a severe cold and talked with the
doctors due to perform her surgery and give her anesthesia. As it turned out
the anesthesiologist had planned to give her a pain medication that she was
very allergic to (didn’t think to check for that I guess). The anesthesiologist
still wanted to go ahead with the surgery after the mistake was discovered but
the surgeon didn’t feel good about operating on her while she had the cold and
told her to come back a week later to see if it had cleared up to reschedule.
In the mean while I continued to lay that purple energy on
her especially every night. I got distracted by another friend’s problem and
request of energy and prayers and didn’t for a few nights in a row. In
conversation she mentioned being plagued by a very horrible dream where “the
devil” was trying to devour her soul. I got her to describe it in more detail
for me and recognized it as one of those beings of dark energy I fight. I had
figured
(and feared) that they might go after her knowing I cared
about her. Carmen thinks they go after everyone they can and I agree, but still
think they probably bumped her up on their list. I had also stopped hunting the
things for a while fearing they might go after some I care about like her after
that warning.
(I’m not that concerned about my mother she has her own
defenses and my son may actually be forced to develop what’s in him that been
passed down through his bloodline). I figured after her attack that since they
went after her any way I’d resume hunting. I don’t know that I got the one that
was bothering her, but that same night I eliminated another one. I also
continued to surround her with that purple energy. A couple of weeks later I
was thinking about the pain and other things she suffered due to her condition
and asked how she was feeling. She asked why I wanted to know and I told her I
was concerned about her not having had the surgery and still having to deal
with the pain. She then told me that God had healed her. I was beyond happy and
ecstatic.
Whether or not she believed or understood what I did with
spirits I had told her about a few weeks earlier and she responded that she
realized I had as she put it an “otherworldly side” to me. I didn’t take credit
for her healing, but did tell her that the same energy that kills those things
of darkness is also energy that heals and it works across any distance. I was
taken totally by shock and surprised when she angrily turned on me accusing me
of trying to take credit for God’s work.
When I tried to explain to her how I can be a channel for
God to work through and that the energy of the universe can flow through me and
everyone else and that I had the spirit of God within me, but that I wasn’t and
made no claim to being God she said that’s exactly what I was doing claiming to
be God. I was totally amazed that she could be so totally short sighted and
ignorant and stubborn in her anger towards me. To cut to the chase I wished her
the very best and said “happy trails” (goodbye for good).
Later I thought about all the years I’ve known her, realized
and had to admit it was all pretty much a one way street, with me doing all the
giving, doing and sacrificing. It still caused hurt because I had loved her for
so long. She is not the only friend I’ve wanted to help and lost due my ability
and wanting to use it. Duann was the friend that talked with me in a reading
she did for me about further changes she’s foreseen coming for me and that
there will be a separating coming with me and that people that can’t accept
that spiritual side me probably shouldn’t be that involved in my life to begin
with so I don’t have to hide what I am from them.
The fights in spirit have continued. There are a few other
conversations and details I could go into or give you, but I’m tired at this
point, but will condense it to say I’ve started thinking that some of the old
legends, fairy tales, etc. may have actually had some basis in truth. One of my
favorite things to hunt down and kill are the mean things that like to give
little children night terrors so they can feed off of their fears and energy.
I’ve had encounters with Succubus, a minor demon (a very powerful being some
idiot brought across into this world after he found an online edition of the Necronomicon,
a team of seven of us went to Raleigh, MS to close the portal he opened and
send the other seven spirits he summoned back), and a life force sucking vampire
that all, but drained the life out of one of my spiritual friends, Carmen as a
matter of fact.)
There
is a fight going on now between light and dark, positive against negative and
good verses evil. It's taking place right now in all dimensions, realities and
the spiritual realm. It's only going to intensify, what you’ve heard of the
battle of Armageddon is the last battle in the war that’s already been engaged
and is currently ongoing!
"For
we wrestle NOT against flesh and blood, but against POWERS, against the RULERS
of the DARKNESS of this world, against SPIRITUAL WICKEDNESS in high places.
Ephesians 6:12
And
take the helmet of salvation, and the SWORD OF THE SPIRIT, which is the word of
God. Ephesians 6:17
For
though we walk in flesh, we do NOT war after the flesh: Ephesians 10:3
For
the weapons of our warfare are NOT carnal, but mighty through God to the
pulling down of strongholds; 2 Corinthians
If you want to ask me any questions about any of this, don’t
hesitate to ask. I go for my own master level instruction and attunement in
February 2013 (I’m currently in the second tier). In closing I shared all
because I really don’t know yet what’s allowing me to do what I’m doing. I
don’t think I am the only one that can or ever has done this. I also know that
spiritual warriors come from all walks of life and many different paths. I have
other people I know that have the Gift of the Holy Ghost and none I’m aware of
that do what I do. I also have other people I know that are Reiki masters and
students and none of them I’m aware of do what I do. My friend Lee (Lady Lee
the retired professional psychic I mentioned earlier in this) told me the last
time we talked that she knew the first time we talked that I would be “God’s
warrior”, her exact words. I think that I’ll share with her everything I’ve
just shared with you. :-)
Edit to add:
In 2013 my professional psychic friend Duann Kier received
intuitive information that the ascended master Saint Germane was in partnership
with me. I looked for some information on him (I had heard of ascended masters,
but really didn’t believe in them previously). I will add a conversation about
the same containing information about St. Germane:
From: Hero4Hire4 <hero4hire4@aol.com>
Date: August 28, 2013 at 5:09:07 PM CDT
To: xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Subject: Re: "Saint Germaine's gift of the violet flame is a practical spiritual tool."
Date: August 28, 2013 at 5:09:07 PM CDT
To: xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Subject: Re: "Saint Germaine's gift of the violet flame is a practical spiritual tool."
No, I don't see where my believing I could do it had anything with
what developed. I say that because "I believe" things that in no way
have I manifested. What did occur was nowhere on my radar or even remotely a
part of my deepest held thoughts. I know there is great power and ability
within me it just seems it's behind combination time locks. When the right time
for something to be unlocked the combination is turned to free it, direct me or
expose me to it.
"Your work is not to drag the world kicking and screaming
into new awareness. Your job is simply to do your work…Sacredly, Secretly, and
Silently… and those with 'eyes to see and ears to hear', will respond."
-----Original Message-----
From: Carmen Anderson
To: duannkier >; Hero4Hire4 <hero4hire4@aol.com>
Sent: Wed, Aug 28, 2013 7:16 am
Subject: Re: "Saint Germaine's gift of the violet flame is a practical spiritual tool."
From: Carmen Anderson
To: duannkier >; Hero4Hire4 <hero4hire4@aol.com>
Sent: Wed, Aug 28, 2013 7:16 am
Subject: Re: "Saint Germaine's gift of the violet flame is a practical spiritual tool."
I can tell you now ..... it's was not/is not the
Reiki....that's why they looked at you like that. Reiki....different kind of
power, different kind of healing. I believe what you learning and developing
is much stronger. Reiki might have been what got you to believe you could
accomplish these other things. But you've always had that power....
Click those heels together 3 more times!! Live it - Believe it!!! I'm just full of it this morning!! ;-)
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From: Hero4Hire4 <hero4hire4@aol.com>;
To:;
Subject: Re: "Saint Germaine's gift of the violet flame is a practical spiritual tool."
Sent: Wed, Aug 28, 2013 10:55:51 AM
To:
Subject: Re: "Saint Germaine's gift of the violet flame is a practical spiritual tool."
Sent: Wed, Aug 28, 2013 10:55:51 AM
Oddly enough now I'm thinking it was him the first time I had an
out of the body experience and also had an attack by dark negative things. A
voice said "let me show you what's really going on and how to handle
it". I was thinking it was Reiki that allowed that knowledge and ability
to fight on the spiritual planes pass on to me, now I'm not so sure. It also
might explain why when I talk with other Reiki practitioners they look just
as odd, dubious and perplexed as mundane folks when I tell them about things
I do in spirit. It might also explain how I was able to remote heal after
only level one attunement and training. Typically you don't get exposed to
sending remote healing until after the second attunement and training? Just
when I think I have things figure out here comes a new angle to juxtapose
into the equation. LOL!
"preparing them to receive the Holy Spirit’s gifts of prophecy and the working of miracles" I have that spirit residing within me 24/7, so that fits too.
-----Original Message-----
From: Duann Kier To: Hero4Hire4 <hero4hire4@aol.com> Cc: Michael Thorn Sent: Tue, Aug 27, 2013 11:49 pm Subject: Re: "Saint Germaine's gift of the violet flame is a practical spiritual tool."
Wow! I didn’t even know that much about Saint
Germaine, but when I got the message, I felt the need to deliver it.
And supposedly one of his incarnations was Joseph, the “father” of
Jesus? Feels like a confirmation to me!
Lightening up enlightenment,
Duann
From:
Hero4Hire4
Sent: Tuesday,
August 27, 2013 7:36 PM
To:
duann@duannkier.com
Cc:
dmichaelthorn@windstream.net
Subject:
"Saint Germain's gift of the violet flame is a practical spiritual
tool."
Hmmm..., reading about St.
Germain so far got my attention, by his supposedly being the Lord of the
Seventh Ray, "the violet ray of freedom" and that "Saint
Germain's gift of the violet flame is a practical spiritual tool" which
is exactly the weapon and tool I use in spiritual battles and healing work.
It's VERY interesting that at this time the information is coming through
that he's partnering with me.
ASCENDED MASTER SAINT GERMAIN Ascended Master Saint Germain, le Comte de Saint Germain, the Wonderman of Europe, and many other names belong to the fascinating mysterious man chronicled as, "The man who knows everything and never dies". He is well known for his involvement with shaping 18th century Europe. He was a favored guest at Versailles, confidant to King Louis and Marie Antoinette, Napoleon, Catherine The Great of Russia, and many other heads of state during that time. He was known to have lived over 300 years, never aging, partially due to the mysterious Elixir and other alchemical substances he created. A few of his historical incarnations include; the Prophet Samuel, Plato, Merlin to King Arthur, Roger Bacon, Francis Bacon, Christopher Columbus, Saint Alban, Saint Joseph - father to Jesus, Prince Rakoczy (Rákóczi), and Leonardo Di Vinci. He was a powerful healer and High Priest in Atlantis. It was there that he first introduced the Sacred Violet Flame of Transmutation as a gift to humanity. His many lives have common themes of magic, alchemy, mystery, brilliance, transformation and spiritual devotion. All took place during pivotal times of history where he was instrumental in bring forth expansion and higher evolution of humanity. He currently lives in both the Higher Realms; as the Lord of the Seventh Ray, the Violet Ray of freedom, alchemy, justice, mercy and transmutation, and in earthly dimension; by physically appearing from time to time, and through his direct influence and instruction to people he has selected to be his "assistants". Soon Saint Germain will reign as the leader of the Golden Age, the Age of Aquarius, when our planet Earth ascends into the 5th dimension. The New Frequencies for Ascension flooded the earth in December 2012. There will now be a "deconstruction/reconstruction" period of approximately 25 years before the Golden Age is fully manifest, however, many people will live in the new state of consciousness much sooner.
Saint Germain is Chohan of the Seventh Ray, the violet ray, of
freedom, alchemy, justice, mercy and transmutation. He is the sponsor of the
United States of America and the hierarch of the age of Aquarius, who comes
bearing the gift of the violet flame for world change. He tutors and
initiates souls in mastery of the seat-of-the-soul chakra, preparing them to
receive the Holy Spirit’s gifts of prophecy and the working of miracles.
Two of Saint Germain"s well-known embodiments were Christopher
Columbus and Merlin the magician, a spiritual adept who has unfortunately
been mythologized. In a series of recent embodiments from the prophet Samuel
to Francis Bacon, Saint Germain was the all-pervasive mind, laying the
empirical foundation for an age of enlightenment, pushing back the barriers
of limitation in the physical and spiritual sciences. As Roger Bacon he
directed and inspired devotees of the sacred science, then in his embodiment
as Saint Germain, the Wonderman of Europe, he outpictured the quintessence of
the alchemists’ dream for all to see.
The Ascended Master Saint Germain teaches that the highest
alchemy is the transformation of one’s human consciousness into the divinity
of the Higher Self. He stands ready to assist all souls in this endeavor. He
has also said he would release the technology of the Aquarian age when the
nations shall have put behind them the destructive uses of science and
religion to accept the challenge which lies at the heart of both, which is
for man to enter his heart and the nucleus of the atom and to harness from
both the unlimited spiritual and physical resources to establish the golden
age.
Saint Germain's gift of the violet flame is a practical
spiritual tool. When used in the Science of the Spoken Word, it helps to
transmute, or erase, negative thoughts and feelings.
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